On the outside I laugh and smile and look fine and tell him I still love him and want him to be my everything, but do I? My ex boyfriend (but am currently still hanging out with) is i don’t know, not on my mind as much as he use to be. Like he isn’t the same to me anymore. I feel like he let me go for to long. We just aren’t the same. I just feel like we both know it but neither of us want to say it because who truly wants to ruin a relationship as good as ours? I think we just rushed into stuff to fast and now there is nothing to be excited about in our relationship I just want US back. But that won’t happen because neither of us feels that way anymore. I don’t know maybe we just need to venture out and see what else is out there, other than each other ya know? I just ugh that right there is the biggest thing on my mind. I think the real question here is “to be together and try to save it or not to be together and say we gave it our all” I don’t think anyone knows that answer….